Sunshiney Day



Sadly enough when days are dark and gloomy you have to create your own sunshine. Think positive thoughts, and to be happy and content with what you are currently handed in life! HAPPY thoughts people, happy thoughts. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

West Coast Love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3SqUUoJjW8#t=99

Killing them softly

I encountered the relentless efforts of debt collectors yesterday. TO say the least I was not aware of any debt's needing to be paid. I only found out through an attempt from the collection company. I did not dispute the charge that they were inquiring about, it was an apartment that we had rented while our house was being built, that we just moved out of, 30days ago!

 

I was unaware of the collectors and this debt being an issue, I was trying to have the apartments reevaluate the bill and make adjustments. There were a few items that I did not feel should be on the final bill. LIKE utilities from Nov-Dec....HELLO people we are in April and I moved out in March.  Apartments are scam artist at their finest. So, moving on when they call you, they are out for blood, sweat and tears. They do not care what they say or how they may speak to you. THEY ARE JUST THERE TO BE A-HOLES!!!  Point made. YOU have succeeded you rude WOMAN from WA. How do you sleep at night?! I am sure she is some sort of haunted soul fighting to escape.  She got the best of me and  I get emotional when I am angry, I cannot help it. I have tried my whole life to fight back the tears and well, my emotions always seem to win. DANGIT, why me and these sensitive emotions. From here on out I will try and stand up, for what I believe in and not be bullied or let my emotions of tears show when I am being bullied. I will start to "Kill them with kindness" 

 

 

 

Sorry

 

 

 

My bad habits.

 

When I was young, let's say around 10-12 years of age, I found myself constantly apologizing (repeatedly saying that I was sorry).

I would say that I was sorry over and over again. Not until my twenties did I then realize that it was one of the worse habits ever. NEVER should you be sorry. apologies, yes, sorry, NO.

When my mom passed away in 2009 people would say that "I am sorry to hear" it then hit me how it sounded and then it reminded me that I had this habit as well.  Maybe this is just me or the handful of people in my lifetime telling me not to be sorry. I never understood what those wise people meant until it was me standing there taking in the I'm sorry. 

 

Sorry I'm not sorry

 

 

 

 

 

 

This could be bacon......

I waiver the time to sit and do this thing....we all know as a blog. I read over 30 blogs a day and have/make the time do so. Why can I not commit to my own space?! I will make the time and promise myself in attempt to have my own space, something that is mine and something to be proud of.  I would love to fill this SPACE and not leave it lingering around waiting for it to vanish or rot.

So, here is to me starting over, fresh, new......to follow this a current text from my almost 11 year old daughter as she was going to bed last night.

Emma: It's to hot I feel like bacon.
Me: ........

I had nothing in response to this because that was by far the best complaint to date about being hot.